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VISUAL INTERIOR

What does it look like, inside, when you’re losing your shit ? Is it all pipes, buttons and decomposition, like a spinning top scraping the inside walls of your skull. Electricity shooting through a mushy organ stopping and starting, whimsically misdirecting and blasting through microscopic highways. We can only see what we believe as truth, …

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ADAM AND LILITH DAY OF THE DEAD

Unfortunately the story of Lilith was written out of the contemporary bible giving way to the demise of any acceptance of matriarchy, they sure took liberties when they had run out of people to burn. The DAY OF THE DEAD brings the dead to come out and walk with the living. You’d better take stock, …

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SUGAR CANE SKULLS

The skull transcends itself now and into our dark past’s. From the earliest humans to the inquisition (impaled on spear’s) to Shakespeare’s hamlet. They’re on clothing, skate-boards, logo’s, tattoo’s, the day of the dead motif. Some skulls are painted on people in celebration, Some are more macabre, used in rituals and rite’s. The skull is …

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WINSTON NEVERMIND

I guess it’s a bit sad but at this point in my life, the only discernible consistency I can find is the presence of monkey’s and telephone’s. I’m a bit sick these day’s (that’s what you call it when your S.S.R.I.’s are fucking and not helping you) and perhaps my imagery keeps me from driving …

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BLACK SKULLS

I’ve seen a Shaw-woman make it rain when there were no clouds. I’ve seen my Fathers ghosts, I see things out of the corner of my eye that thankfully disappear when I turn my head, I’ve road upon the waves and concrete that make synchronicity positive and yours satin and silk. I’m giving these words …

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LIZARDS

I found them in the closet under some studies I did when I forgot to take my pill’s. They jumped out at me, one took a chunk out of my fucking foot. Scarred ? jesus! Either I’m losing it big time or I’ve got one hell of a fucking lizard problem, man eaters ? Their …

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CRASHED AND FUCKED

It’s a real bitch trying to fly one of these, given the fact that it doesn’t actually exist doesn’t lesson that fact. Luckily our pilot has stocked up on space booze and won’t have to be sober for a while. It’s not that he was flying drunk, he’d also stocked up on space hash and …

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SELF PORTRAIT

I had just crashed my 42nd flying saucer and knew I was out of a job. I really didn’t care all that much so I left the crash site and began walking south. After stumbling for a few hours I came across an oasis in the middle of nowhere. This oasis consisted of a small …

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HEADING SOUTH

Sometimes I’d try to picture the roads we didn’t go down. I know you denied me Graceland but you got us lost in so many beautiful and desolate places. I didn’t know how much you hurt, my pain was paramount and seething. I took a picture of you in the foreground of two mountain’s that …

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I CAN’T LEAVE MY APARTMENT

i can’t leave my apartment, jesus fuck, I can’t leave this fucking place. Agoraphobia, sounds harmless enough but I assure you that it isn’t. It comes down to being so depressed that you can’t go out to pick up your anti-depressant medication. Anxiety so physical like a roller coaster ride without the fun. Sometimes you …